One Of Those Moments
Today was one of those moments when I really realize what I’m capable of accomplishing and I’m quite proud of myself. It’s not like I haven’t had moments where I thought I was badass before, but this one is more like feeling mature and capable where before it was just capable. It’s a bit hard to explain.
Tonight we did an in-studio photoshoot that went really well. Everyone was beautiful and the atmosphere was comfortable (I cherish moments like this. It’s just the way I am). But I think its just the fact that my entire plan of shooting two documentaries at once is going so smoothly and I’ve been able to coordinate these events and have them go as planned. And I’m even more thankful for all the people participating who are giving good energy and their time to my ideas. I mean that’s pretty damn cool. I think about that sometimes, like… I can want to do something creative but no one has to entertain what I want. hahahaha So it makes me thankful when they do. :)
But I’m also learning and getting a lot out of doing these films on a social and personal level. I mean, its been sooooo nice to reconnect with people I knew in high school and also to visit my friends and family who I haven’t seen in a while. Being here makes me realize how bored I am in NY although I already knew it. And being able to do these films makes me feel like I can do other projects successfully and perhaps I should commit myself to at least one documentary project a year (this is in addition to my writing and publishing).
It also has me thinking about what other films I can do. I feel like I should stay on the path of making positive documentaries and possibly some training videos for building cohesive families and good self-esteems. It turns out with these two films that the one I though would be harder to do is turning out to be the easier one and its a positive film.
Cheers!
